Sunday, May 11, 2025

I miss my Julia

 I am so afraid I might fall in love again. Julia been dead for over a decade. I would rather die alone then disrespect her. Yet being alone sucks.



Tuesday, April 29, 2025

For my friends

I have asked a woman out on a date. She is younger, well off and has a good heart. We have talked for years. I am so scared. We have never met in person; she has seen my photo. I have not seen hers. She has not seen my blog. I have not dated in over a decade. I am afraid I will not live up to expectations. I haven't been scared since I was 13. I don't know what else to say. Be well my dear friends.


Update, she said yes.

Wednesday, March 12, 2025