I think I shall be silent for a little bit, I think I will take a week or two off from writing, unless I see something important for my dear readers. Helping my ex and being contacted by Pastor Daniels family has really got me thinking.
This blog has always been a very casual affair, me reading the news, finding something that matters to me and writing about it. My thoughts on a thing to people who knew nothing about me or what I was talking about, you know, news. I don't think about what I am writing, I write as I think it. I also write very quickly. I never really thought about effecting someone personally. It makes me think about how important it is that I be more careful with what I write.
This blog is never meant to cause anyone pain, there is enough of that in the world without me contributing. I might get direct and I might talk about corruption; but, I am a commentator and a pacifist. Heck, I preach on the weekends. I have to think about all of this. If I am to continue blogging, I should consider that I might talk about things that could cause pain to others and I don't wish to do that.
When I talk to someone that I know, I have a pretty good understanding if a remote news story effected them personally and know to consider what I am saying to them. I had a friend in high school whose father was well known, he was killed and it made the international news, I knew not to bring the issue up. The internet is random and people you talk about may read it even if it is not intended for them. I don't know hot to be free with my words if I do not know who will read them. I knew who would read the early versions of this blog. It had a targeted audience.
You know, I said I would tell Stephen Hawking to his face that he was a douche bag, I would if pushed; but, I would rather have a real conversation with him. I would much rather debate the essence of matter and time with him than insult him. That personal contact changes how we deal with one another. We are all just people, like I said, "You matter".
I want to be clear, anyone who comes to this blog matters and so does everyone who never comes here. We all matter and we should treat ourselves as if we all did. I need to think about my blog and writing so that, that is always on my mind when I write; but, I also have to make sure that I address what needs to be addressed or I am useless.
I will come back dear readers and I will explain my thinking. I really need to think about these things as I effect others more than I had intended. I much prefer a target audience and that is not the internet. I do not like collateral damage. I am autistic, I think autistic, I think what I think, no filters, the truth is.
I look at a crime scene like my daddy taught me, no emotion, no nice, clinical, no emotional concern over the victim, concern over the outcome and catching them. That is all I know. I thought that I had gotten better; but, regret that I have not. I can still turn the switch on and off. When I write, the switch is off, I say what I mean and I mean what I say, not filter; but, maybe there should be.
This blog was meant to play with people who sought to impact my reality, that was it. I had a target audience. I called them out and played with them. I never meant to be anything more than that. I need to think about this.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Sunday, August 19, 2012
A Comment has been posted and I am humbled
On the 23rd of this month it will be the three years since Pastor Carol Daniels was killed. Today I received a comment from her sister in law and I have published it. I had forgot the date, I have lost many friends and family and intentionally do not remember the dates for anyone who has passed away.
The Pastor's sister in law thanked me for my blog and asked me to keep their family in my prayers, which I do. She mentioned the memorial to her sister in law. If I get the chance one of these days, I would like to visit it and maybe post some pictures of the memorial.
I never thought about what this blog would become. I never imagined it would do anything per se. My wild ramblings on the world around us. I had never heard of Pastor Daniels until after she had died and I had never heard of the small town that she visited on Sundays. Her story touched me and I wrote about it. I have often feared that her family might read my writings and think I had not been respectful. It helps to know that they did and are okay with what I have written.
When I first began preaching about a year and a half ago it was hit and miss. Sometimes there might only be two of us there (our lead Pastor has a better turn out). On those occasions when there might or might not be anyone at the church, I would remember how Pastor Daniels drove like 60 miles to go to a church and possibly have someone come in. She is an inspiration for me in that regards.
I never thought that I would interact with the people or news that I write about. I don't expect Stephen Hawking to call me out for saying he is a douche bag. I would say it to his face; but, doubt that will come up. When I began this blog a deceitful one tried to tell me that nobody would understand me, that it was too deep. My first posts were about the nature of man and about God. I destroyed the first two versions of this blog and it has changed over time.
I wish to thank her family for their kind words, I could not be more humbled. I have great respect for Pastor Daniels and her dedication. My sympathies go out to her family and my prayers are with them. I believe God has a special place in his heart for such a good servant of the word. I am sorry that I don't have any answers; but, will keep this blog up even when I am done with writing in memory of Pastor Daniels.
I don't usually post pictures; but, I will post a picture of Pastor Daniels.
The Pastor's sister in law thanked me for my blog and asked me to keep their family in my prayers, which I do. She mentioned the memorial to her sister in law. If I get the chance one of these days, I would like to visit it and maybe post some pictures of the memorial.
I never thought about what this blog would become. I never imagined it would do anything per se. My wild ramblings on the world around us. I had never heard of Pastor Daniels until after she had died and I had never heard of the small town that she visited on Sundays. Her story touched me and I wrote about it. I have often feared that her family might read my writings and think I had not been respectful. It helps to know that they did and are okay with what I have written.
When I first began preaching about a year and a half ago it was hit and miss. Sometimes there might only be two of us there (our lead Pastor has a better turn out). On those occasions when there might or might not be anyone at the church, I would remember how Pastor Daniels drove like 60 miles to go to a church and possibly have someone come in. She is an inspiration for me in that regards.
I never thought that I would interact with the people or news that I write about. I don't expect Stephen Hawking to call me out for saying he is a douche bag. I would say it to his face; but, doubt that will come up. When I began this blog a deceitful one tried to tell me that nobody would understand me, that it was too deep. My first posts were about the nature of man and about God. I destroyed the first two versions of this blog and it has changed over time.
I wish to thank her family for their kind words, I could not be more humbled. I have great respect for Pastor Daniels and her dedication. My sympathies go out to her family and my prayers are with them. I believe God has a special place in his heart for such a good servant of the word. I am sorry that I don't have any answers; but, will keep this blog up even when I am done with writing in memory of Pastor Daniels.
I don't usually post pictures; but, I will post a picture of Pastor Daniels.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
L.A. is one Crooked Town
I just want to do a quick recap. Members of the LAPD were charged with selling guns to gang members. The Sheriffs Department allowed prisoners to be abused while Sheriffs were smuggling drugs and other things into prisoners. Judges have been bought off and it has been claimed that some prosecutors and government attorneys are on the take. Now it turns out that a Court Clerk for the Federal Courts was selling information regarding impending arrests. And to think that according to one university we are only the second most corrupt place with Chicago being number one. They may be number one but we try harder.
The Smoking Gun - FBI: Court Clerk Sold Secret Info To L.A. Hoodlums
The Smoking Gun - FBI: Court Clerk Sold Secret Info To L.A. Hoodlums
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Tech in the News Again and the Ex
I had these really great articles that I wanted to post about yesterday; but, I was forced to address other things. My ex-wife needed some help and called me for advice. I'm not really sure what to say about that. I helped her; but, I doubt she would ever do the same for me. She turned my middle daughter against me with her lies and gave out my personal information to the man she cheated on me with. I told her that I didn't trust her; but, that I would help. That is a pretty accurate explanation of how I feel. Privacy matters and once destroyed cannot be returned. Think about that as you read these stories.
The first article is about a new Facebook project called "Facedeals". Basically, Facebook will install cameras in stores, the cameras will identify you by your biometrics and then it will send you discounts that are tailored to your purchasing practices and preferences. Trading your privacy for discounts.
MSNBC - What's privacy worth? 'Facedeals' app to scan your face in exchange for discounts
The next is a video about a new system for paying by phone. It involves the company Square, the one that Apple just bought. When you go to the store (or Food Truck), the operator can ask your name, put it in the system and your name and picture will show up so the vendor can verify it is you. You watch, in the future the vendor will point the camera phone at you and it will bio-metrically verify who you are.
CNN - No cash and no credit care? Pay by phone.
This article is about making gadgets that can read your emotions by the look on your face. Predictive programming in real time.
BuzzFeed FWD - If Gadgets Could Only See Our Faces
Finally, an article about a story I have been following for a hot minute. The Federal government is going to require cars to have "black boxes" in them, just like planes. Something to record your every action and be used against you. These boxes will allow them to eventually record everything you do in your car and maybe even issue you speeding tickets. The noose tightens.
The Hill - 'Black box' standards coming for cars
Your government and corporations do not respect your privacy, it gets in the way of controlling you, monitoring you and selling you garbage that you do not need. You are a product and you choose whose product you are be it Facebook, Twitter or whatever. People associate themselves with specific products be it Coca Cola or Gucci, it really doesn't matter. People define who they are by the images that these companies portray and they are all just that, images. Define yourself by your moral choices and not by the products you use.
The first article is about a new Facebook project called "Facedeals". Basically, Facebook will install cameras in stores, the cameras will identify you by your biometrics and then it will send you discounts that are tailored to your purchasing practices and preferences. Trading your privacy for discounts.
MSNBC - What's privacy worth? 'Facedeals' app to scan your face in exchange for discounts
The next is a video about a new system for paying by phone. It involves the company Square, the one that Apple just bought. When you go to the store (or Food Truck), the operator can ask your name, put it in the system and your name and picture will show up so the vendor can verify it is you. You watch, in the future the vendor will point the camera phone at you and it will bio-metrically verify who you are.
CNN - No cash and no credit care? Pay by phone.
This article is about making gadgets that can read your emotions by the look on your face. Predictive programming in real time.
BuzzFeed FWD - If Gadgets Could Only See Our Faces
Finally, an article about a story I have been following for a hot minute. The Federal government is going to require cars to have "black boxes" in them, just like planes. Something to record your every action and be used against you. These boxes will allow them to eventually record everything you do in your car and maybe even issue you speeding tickets. The noose tightens.
The Hill - 'Black box' standards coming for cars
Your government and corporations do not respect your privacy, it gets in the way of controlling you, monitoring you and selling you garbage that you do not need. You are a product and you choose whose product you are be it Facebook, Twitter or whatever. People associate themselves with specific products be it Coca Cola or Gucci, it really doesn't matter. People define who they are by the images that these companies portray and they are all just that, images. Define yourself by your moral choices and not by the products you use.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Apple is Watching You
It is Sunday and you have gotten two posts and it is hot where I am. Read the article and enjoy the song.
Yahoo - Today in Tech - New iPhone app checks your heart rate by reading your face
YouTube - Rockwell - Somebody's Watching Me
Yahoo - Today in Tech - New iPhone app checks your heart rate by reading your face
YouTube - Rockwell - Somebody's Watching Me
Electronic Cashless Society and Starbucks
It is too hot to write anything worthwhile; but, I came across this article and thought I might post it and throw out a couple of thoughts.
Reuters - Starbucks and Square want your phone to be your wallet
Now, if your phone is going to be your wallet and currency is electronic then what happens when you go somewhere with no cell phone reception? Also what happens if your cell phone is lost or stolen or broken? It won't matter because you will be able to use any cell phone once it recognizes your biometrics and logs you into your account.
What will it take to convince grandma and grandpa to stop using cash? That will require an epic event.
Reuters - Chicago Tribune - Exclusive: U.S. banks told to make plans for preventing collapse
Reuters - Starbucks and Square want your phone to be your wallet
Now, if your phone is going to be your wallet and currency is electronic then what happens when you go somewhere with no cell phone reception? Also what happens if your cell phone is lost or stolen or broken? It won't matter because you will be able to use any cell phone once it recognizes your biometrics and logs you into your account.
What will it take to convince grandma and grandpa to stop using cash? That will require an epic event.
Reuters - Chicago Tribune - Exclusive: U.S. banks told to make plans for preventing collapse
Saturday, August 11, 2012
All in the Family, LA Style
I saw this article and got sick to my stomach. The judge in the case against a Los Angeles Councilman (who apparently did not live in his district) is the sister of the Mayor of Los Angeles. Wait, it gets better, the Mayor appointed the daughter of the councilman to the Board of Public Works in Los Angeles and it pays six figures.
LA Daily News - Judge in Alarcón hearing is mayor's sister
LA Daily News - Judge in Alarcón hearing is mayor's sister
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