In My Head

This preaching thing is really confusing me. It is a job. I feel as if I have been tricked into this, because I have. I asked my Pastor friend what made him think I could pull this off, he had never heard me speak in public. He said he just knew.

This is funny, how do I tell my children that I have become a Pastor? This is too funny. At least my parents aren't alive to see this. I cuss so much that I come up with new cuss words, I smoke and I drink wine. I am very bad example for young people, don't even think about trying to do this at home. If Robbie reads this she better make a comment, lol.

By the way, my Pastor friend is lucky that I don't cuss on the blog. lol. I know he reads the blog so I thought he should understand a little better who I am. Anyways, I cannot break up a church and if one person comes, I will come.

We debriefed, the Pastor and I. He is grooming me to find this okay, this preaching thing, he has done this before, I have not. This is good, he knows that God still loves him, that is a very important thing to know. I am so very happy that he knows it. God knows that he respects him and loves him. It is tough when we don't think that he does love us; but, he loves us all.

I think that is what I want to talk about this coming Sunday, God created us to love, for him to love, he is always rooting for us, that is why Satan accuses us day and night, he has to. We shall see. Be well.