Thursday, June 16, 2011

Scratching my head, ouch, I forgot I was bald

I received a comment on a very old post, the post about Pastor Carol Daniels. I checked my traffic sources and found a source to have been from a website dedicated to web sleuths. As I have been saying, I intend to stop writing this blog in the near future. I had considered deleting all of it; but, decided to leave the posts up for at lease some time.

I really don't want to leave my writings up, I want to delete them all; but, my post on Pastor Daniels is still getting visitors and has now been referenced on another site. I kind of feel it would be wrong to take it down and mess up their link, even if they all disagree with me.

I have to apologize for the short post yesterday, I had a sinus headache all day yesterday and half of today, I am better now. It felt like I had a nail attempting to poke my eye from the inside. Barely slept and had a meeting I had to attend today. I didn't eat at all yesterday except a small cup of soup.

As I write this I am eating a wonderful brisket sandwich, nice to finally have something in my stomach. Well, tomorrow is Friday, the end of the work week for me. Actually, it should be my regular day off; but, there are some things I want to take care of.

This little brain is tired and just needs some time off. The Pimpernel needs to focus on himself for a little bit, he needs to decide what he wants and where he wants to be headed. I am always where I am supposed to be when I am there; but, this is not where I want to be forever. I need to figure out what I do want and I need some time to do that. I need to think about me for once.

I need to decide what is important to me for me. I need to think about what I do like and want and other things. I need to begin again. Maybe it is not about finding who I am; but, about rediscovering me. I used to write music, draw, read everything and of course write. I used to be a gymnast and a stage manager, I was also a cabinet maker. I am not unaware of the arts. I like jazz and I like rock and roll. I like lots of music.

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