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It is hard to describe a near death experience. Some people don't believe they are real; but, the evidence says that they are. The people who have had them never really care if anyone believes them and will usually say that it was more real than this life. Many atheists don't want to believe in near death experiences; but, they have them too.

What if tomorrow you had a near death experience? What if you fell, hit your head and died for a few minutes. During that time you find yourself having an out of body experience followed by a quick trip through a tunnel to a world of light and warmth and complete acceptance and love? Then you came back. The most common thing in the world for people who have had a near death experience is to be mad that they had to come back.

So you have your near death experience and come back to this world, then what? What do you do after? You can tell people; but, they either wont believe you or think you were delusional from what happened to you. I think most just keep it to themselves or tell very few. But it changes your life, it gives you a firm knowledge that others simply don't have and you stop worrying about dying because you know that you do not die, you just die to this life.

My doctors have told me many times that I should be dead and I should; but, I am not. My blood is more like oil than blood. My triglycerides are at just shy of 1,000, lol. My mother's were the same, genetics. The AMA says that healthy is 100, I have an extra zero on mine. Ten times good is not considered good, it is considered deadly. Now, that is not all, I have more red blood cells than normal people, a lot more. My doctor told me I was like someone who lived in the mountains of Peru. This all adds to my blood pressure being so high that when they take it, I get to go to the hospital and yet, I look good. The casual reader of this blog should know that there are people who know me that read this blog and they know that what I said is true.

On any given day at any given time, I could have a heart attack or stroke or so my doctors have told me. It will never get any better and eventually something will kill me; but, I know that it can be any second of any day. I had a relative in a similar situation, his blood was attacking his veins and he would have heart attacks and strokes, sometimes multiples in the same day. They gave him 6 months, he lasted a few years. He watched movies and cataloged things, he liked lists. He drank his beer and smoked his cigarettes. He lived his life as best as he could.

I got pretty stressed out during my divorce. My health did not improve, it got worse; but, it has gotten better over the last two years. At least I feel better. The pills they gave me were beginning to kill me so I stopped taking them three years ago. I haven't felt this good in a long time. If anyone thinks that I want their pity or fear death, you are as far the truth as you could be. I am only now beginning to enjoy life and can do so with no fear of death.

I spend my days living my life as if I will be around for awhile. My priorities are the same and I still believe the same things and work towards goals that I believe in. I could have taken a disability retirement, still can; but, I chose to keep working. I am not what I was; but, I think I still have something to offer and so do others. Might as well be of use if you can is my thought. Everyone decides for themselves how they will be of use. I think I am of use because I know what to do at my job and because I can still teach others. I teach business others teach other things. I have a video by a young man who had a near death experience and knew he was going to die and then he died. He left a message and I will let him speak for himself. If we take his word for it, he came back to leave us this message and then return to a better place.


Yahoo News - Sick Teen's Videos Go Viral After Death

Crowdsoucing Democracy

I told you this would happen. I wrote about it and it still sits on this blog, direct democracy is the coming foolishness.

The Washington Post - Iceland crowdsources its next constitution

Lets explain again what crowdsourcing means, it means no laws clear enough to be held up, it means that bureaucrats will truly rule the world and you don't want that; but, they will decide what the law means.

Tuesday and I woke up early

I am off for the week and woke up early, around 5:30. A thought on my life, does it represent you also?

Bob Seger- Turn the Page

I ask myself who helped me and I ask who I helped. Do others ask the same, do others ask if they helped me? LOL. How do you view the world, by those who helped you or those you helped?

Bon Jovi - Wanted Dead Or Alive

Those who have helped me the most in this life are all dead. My parents. I helped my ex and my children more than they ever helped me. As to my friends, they can decide; but, I have helped all my friends and they were there for me. I have spent 40 years working or going to school and working for 14 hours a day, sleeping 8. That gave me 2 hours a day for myself, I have more now.

I will make a bet, I bet next year is ever worse and weirder than this year. What does it all mean? How would I know? What does it mean to you if next year is good or bad, how will you even know the difference without a decade or two to understand it? Peace.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas all. I have a few days off and intend to sleep as much as possible.

Thank You For Following This Blog

As Christmas approaches and the year finally ends I wish to send seasons greetings to all who read this blog and even to those who do not. I have three unpublished posts over the past week and will consider finalizing them. Tomorrow, on Christmas Eve, I have said that I will do something for the family of my childhood sweetheart that passed away. After that I will celebrate the season with a nice dinner with a friend. I hope you all have a friend or family to share this time with.

This last year has seen a lot of closing doors for me. I put my old life away or it put itself away. I lost my last aunt, my childhood sweetheart and a respected and valued friend and business associate. I lost my house and most of my possessions are gone. I made new friends and have found a new place to live that suits me just fine.

I will make some predictions about the coming year. I expect my life to get better as I continue to heal from my past. I expect the world to get crazier and I expect a failure of many currencies, I expect more natural disasters and I expect that we will survive 2012. We do that, we survive as there is still more to learn.

OSBI and Pastor Carol Daniels

Please excuse me for my stupidity. Someone posted a comment on my blog regarding Pastor Carol Daniels and it made me think. I know I have received the most hits because of my post about her and it didn't occur to me to post how to contact the Oklahoma State Bureau of Investigation.

Should anyone have any information regarding Pastor Daniels death, please contact the OSBI. Here is a link to the unsolved cases webpage.

Unsolved Cases

If you scroll down their page you will find her listed. You may also call them at 1-800-522-8017.

I know more that a few people found my site through the websleuths website. Who knows, maybe they will have some thoughts that the police should consider.

I still plan on making a post tonight; but, I thought I should provide this information first. Many of us know that if a case is not solved within 72 hours, the odds of solving it at all go down dramatically; however, a few years back a serial killer known as BTK was caught after 40 years. Never give up hope, the truth has a way of finding it's own way out. Peace.

The Super Memory Happy, Happy, Pill.

I have written on this subject before. Turns out that science has built a better mouse that can quickly avoid the trap. Scientists have found a chemical that can help mice to recover from Alzheimer's Disease. I bet the guy that developed gives it to his kids so that they do better in school once he is sure it is safe. What would people pay for that pill if it meant they could do better in their job? Cookie opportunities.