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I do not think it is simply about complimenting one another, I think we must challenge one another while supporting one another, sort of fighting the battle together to grow from challenge. On a side note, the lady singing the song looks like my ex-wife did when we met. She was not my soulmate; but, I found her pretty.

Before we can find a soulmate, we would have to define ourselves, not for what we can get out of the world; but, for what we choose to be, which morals we will live by, our no point, our decision point with no promise of reward. Who knows who can do that, I don't.


Old Souls

To be fair, the woman I believe could have been the love of my life looked a lot like the one above. Same figure, similar faces. I do hope that readers can appreciate my attraction to both women. I cannot say which is prettier, I cannot judge beauty pageants of the face or figure, I am bald, grey and have a pudgey belly. I have plenty of wrinkles. I can know who cares about my heart, who doesn't want me hurt more than they wish to take care of themselves and that is the true beauty and when we feel the same way then I think we have found our soulmate and I have no idea how long that takes.

I looked at the post, the women in the picture looks like the woman I think may be soulmate, the one on the link to the song is what the ex-wife looked like when I met her.

The Rockefeller Commission and What is Going On

A few years ago I was doing some research and came across a report from the Rockefeller Commission. It was titled "Population and the American Future". I think it is worth a read.

Growing up in the late 60s and early 70s there was a lot of talk about population control, later renamed population stabilization. The focus was on using reverse natural selection of a sort. Birth control and free sex, promiscuous sex were promoted and still are today. Our birth rates are down as I previously posted on. Young westerners neither wish to marry or have children and those who do usually wait until later in life.

Serious conversations regarding having one currency and a world government has been around and openly promoted by many since the end of World War I. Going green and making less of a negative impact on the environment was big in the 60s, it was what caused DDT to be taken off the shelves and the outlawing of flourocarbons in spray cans.

When we mix these issues too closely with other real events we can get a skewed picture. What we need to remain focused on are the real events in the natural world that should not be occurring. I am coming to believe that people knew the magnetic poles were going to shift and were preparing in advance. That would make sense. Not long ago the Russians drilled the deepest hole in history to study something, from that depth they would have monitored the magnetic shift long before it was noticed.

Please follow the link are read the article. Cataclysmic Pole Shift Hypothesis.

It says a couple of things that I find of interest. Charles Hapgood hypothesized that the pole shifts occurred over 5,000 years and that then nothing else for 20 to 30 thousand years. Didn't the Mayans talk about 25,000 year periods? The end of the article is good, it claims that the shift effects the ice at the poles and causes earthquakes and volcanoes (shifting mantle).

Lets try and reconcile some things that are very real. Increased volcanic activity, increased earthquake activity, the ice at the poles changing, mass animal deaths (primarilly sea and air creature), an increase in animal attacks by all kinds of animals. These are very real things going on in the natural world. Now let's look at what our government, the Russians and the Chinese are all doing.

I have previously reported on the rush to build underground living facilities over the next couple of years, we have discussed the government stockpiling of prescription drugs, coffins and food. We have created seed banks for animals and food and people. We are seeing the Russians and Chinese spending more on military preparedness. So are we. We have purchased processing areas for FEMA and upgraded them.

Now, we don't know what happened the last time the poles shifted and we have no way of knowing what will happen if it occurs again; but, if you were not sure, wouldn't you make preparations? Now if you are a Christian and believe in the book of "Revelations" then our take should be differant.

It says that there will be wars and famine and earthquakes; but, it does not say that these things end the world. Instead it says these things are a precursor to other changes in our government and currency. Now if you are not a Christian I bet you still know about the book of Revelations, how can you see things in it come true and not have some questions? Perhaps because there is a natural explanation. God works through nature.

Revelations talks about these things being "birth pangs", when they stop then the birth is over, not the world. And what is born from it, a completely changed government structure. The bible does not predict a one world government, it predicts that everyone will be required to take a mark to buy and trade. The bible says that nation will attack nation, not that there will be one government. There are those who want that; but, I see it as highly unlikely. There is international law and some of it is good and some of it is a sell out of our personal freedoms.

Now, I do not know for a fact that the government is preparing for a cataclysmic disaster. We have been sold on "global warming" and that answer satisfies many. It is now of course "climate change" because it began getting colder. Could the pole shift be related to solar activity, yes that is a possible reason. I searched for "solar flares" and "pole shift" and found this video. Dr. Kaku's warning.

And a video by a astrophysicist and meteorologist who got it right.

I want you to really think about what Kaku said, he said that the physicists had all been mistaken, somehow I don't buy that and I like the guy. He also said that the sun's magnetic pole was going to shift by 2012. Now if I know anything about magnets, if two are connected and one turns, the other turns also. I think I got that right. What if it happened in October of 2012?

I am not saying that I know the answer, just looking at pieces of a very strang puzzle and knowing that there are planners in the world. And please remember I don't believe in the end of the world, the bible says one day Satan's rule over this place will end and that is the end times. Whether you believe in God or not, the facts are interesting and worthy of consideration. Something is going on and rather than believe everything we are told we should continue to test what we are told.

There is a lot of anxiety in the world because of all the changes going on that people don't understand; but, they never understood why things are the way they are in the first place. There are people who actually believe that there are 13 families that want to kill everyone in the world and completely control the rest. Let me be clear, there are people who want to kill everyone and control everyone; but, they are not the people running the show. There is greed and selfishness and many of them do run the world; but, they certainly don't want to end the world, they like being in charge.

Oh, I forgot, the Russians have invented inexpensive survival community domes that can float or be on the ground, they are self sustaining. There it is again, sustainability, what does it really mean. Well, a number of years ago they build a toatlly self enclosed environment in Russia to see if it could be designed to be sustained apart from the rest of the world. I actually knew a Russian scientist that worked on it, nice man.

About 20 years ago we built a "Ecosphere" in America. It was on a much larger scale and one of my exes relatives worked on it. Why do I keep knowing people that worked on these things? Crazy. Anyways, the science for making these self sustaining cities appears real. Now, what happens when the world does not end this month or even in 2012, does that mean that everything is okay. Nope, it means that we will be relieved. What happens when we are not all chipped and killed, does it mean everything is okay, nope.

Let me ask another question, I like my questions. What if in January of 2013, the President announced that we had prepared, along with other countries for these solar flares and a possible pole shift and that the worst had passed and we were going to be okay. What if he then explained how we had prepared and that "many fine and dedicated people had worked in secret to protect as many as possible". Wouldn't you be happy to return to your normal life? No Armageddon, just preparation.

You have to pay constant attention to the world around you, it is a tricky place and the sheep like stability and calm more than they like the truth. I prefer the truth; but, I like some peace and quiet also. If, my possible explanation is true then we can expect the following. More strong quakes, more shifting of the earth, more volcanic eruptions, more animal deaths and more bizarre weather. This would all taper off after 2012 if Dr Kaku's timetable is correct.

Quantum Entanglement and Marriage

I like my post's title, makes absolutely no sense unless you read the post. LOL.

I have often discussed aspects on quantum physics on this blog. I happened upon a post by Quasimanga regarding quantum entanglement and I think he explained it well enough. He said the Chinese have a theory regarding soulmates, that they are destined to meet. That is a very human explanation for what happens.

When you split an atom certain particles will be seperated by vast distances (realtive to size). Some of these particles react in an way that cannot be understood, if you touch one, the other reacts in unison; but, they do it faster thant the speed of light. According to Einstein this is impossible, problem is that it happens and we have tested it, it happens a lot.

Now you don't have to be a scientist to understand what I just said and the scientists cannot explain it either. We have a limited number of possibilities for why this occurs. First choice is that they are not reacting to the same stimuli; but, are instead of the same nature and therefore doing the same thing at the same time. There is a number of problems with this primarilly because the environments are different for each particle and therefore they should be responding independently.

The second possibility is that all things are connected. This is the string theory. Problem with this one is that we cannot find any connection or evidence for such connections. Second problem is that it still cannot occur faster than the speed of light.

The third possibility is a modified string theory which states that there are alternate universes in which these same particles exist and that they are responding to something going on in the alternate univers. There is absolutely NO evidence or proof for this and that is because it cannot be proven unless we could see that alternate univers and prove it first.

Pick whichever answer you like. Oh, the fourth is the fractal universe theory. This is the concept that all we see in the real world is merely a projection of the subatomic and reality only exists on the subatomic level. No explanation for why it would project has been forth so I don't think it deserves to be called science.

My personal choice is that it is because God made things to have relationship and some things are part of one another on a level we cannot understand. I guess I like the Chinese theory of the red band connecting people. What if the Chinese were right, what if we can be destined to be somehow attached to another? How would that make you look at sex and marriage and life?

What if everyone on earth had a soulmate; but, they had to achieve a certain amount of seperateness to be ready to be with each other. When they were making the first nuclear bombs they used to "tickle the dragon's tail", they would move two blocks of uranium together and let them begin to chain react in order to know how much uranium was needed for the bomb. Some people died doing this little trick.

Lets get back to the question of marriage. If you knew that you had a soulmate, that everyone did; but, that you had to be ready to be together, would you wait? We are a very promiscuous society, would you wait? Would it effect how you chose how you lived your life?

Lets take it a little further. It is Saturday and I have done all of my chores so I am just listening to music and reading articles. By the way, do yo want me to start adding more pictures or keep it textual?

So lets say that you met your soulmate, seperated and came together again later, you were truly meant to be a couple. How would that effect your relationship? If you harmed one another you would have harmed a part of you. Clearly my ex was not my soulmate, so this is not about her, it is a question, a morality question.

In every relationship you negotiate compromise, how do you negotiate with your soulmate, do you just give them what they want? Perhaps the question is silly, perhaps because they are your soulmate you will be in total agreement; but, I don't buy that.

Now, if one has a soulmate, what does that make everyone else in the world? We are attracted to people on many levels; but, that doesn't mean everyone is qualified to be our soulmate or even mate. I don't have a quantum explanation for this except to say that not all particles experience the "spooky effect" of quantum entanglement.

One last question. If you got to choose to have a soulmate, to only have one person that you are perfect for and new it would mean waiting, would you want to have a soulmate? The alternative would be to live as we live.

Well it is Friday

I have a new oven coming tomorrow. My fault it took so long, just too much going on. I like gas stoves, I like them better than electric. I also like to cook. I look forward to making braised ribs, just fun to make and everybody loves them when I do. I don't do the baking thing, I don't bake cakes or that sort of thing. I prefer cooking.

I have made a lot of money for others, I mean a lot, more than you can imagine. I could make myself a lot of money and don't. This confuses a lot of people, it confused the heck out of a Russian woman I dated. I don't understand why it confuses people. I mean I sort of do; but, not fully. People who say they are not all about money get confused when I don't bother making it for myself.

Losing materialism is wonderful. We need money; but, we really don't need toys. We spend too much time with toys and too little with each other. I don't want to own much anymore, I don't want to ever own another house. I would consider renting one; but, I don't want to own. I don't want to acquire more stuff, replace things I need for sure; but, I have enough.

I don't buy lottery tickets, I don't want to win the lottery. I do play poker; but, it is about the game more than the money, it is a passtime, I just happen to be fairly good at it. Too much money requires too much time, it is a burden on those I have known tha that have or had it and they can't let go of it once they have it.

We seek the wrong things, we seek pleasure rather than satisfaction. I am satisfied, I wasn't before because I was busy working to please my family, to provide for them. I am free of that, kids are grown and ex is ex. I no longer feel a need to make as much as I did. I don't care about the trinkets of this world and really prefer my peace, to read and to write. It is not very expensive to do the things I like.

There is nowhere in the world I am willing to work for just to see for one week. I am okay with the United States and love my new town. I understand that others wish to experience excitement and thrills and what the world has to offer. Enjoy it, I don't want it. I do like having purpose and don't real feel directed right now, I think that is okay for the moment.

There is nothing wrong with enjoying the fruits of our labor or the toys and things that we create, I like art. It is not enjoying things that is the problem, it is the need to own and control them. It is the need, not the want. I think the same may be true for relationships. I don't need to own or control anyone. I do however wish to influence, to have my thoughts listened to and understood. Agreement is not required; but, don't expect me to hold my tongue.

So, with my new over that works, what should I make first. I believe it should be something from the oven rather than the stove. I could make beer can chicken, or 40 clove chicken, or braised ribs or lamb (I make a wonderful mustard and parmesean crusted lamb). Hmmmm, problem is, nobody to cook for tomorrow, so, I probably won't. I will soon enough, when others can enjoy it with me.

It is bedtime and I have to be ready for my new oven. Be well.

Sorry, don't feel well

I have a headache and don't feel like eating. I don't feel my writing is going to be very good because of it. I had to do a lot of running around today and I was fine until I got home. I am drinking my water.

I went into work today in casual clothes, doesn't matter why. I had a lot of people comment on it. Positive comments. I don't wear casual clothes too often, don't know the last time I did at work, I will do it when I am working in the field sometimes. I didn't know it had been so long since I had done it last.

Got distracted and forgot what I was writing about. I continue to get a lot of people visiting the blog because of what I wrote about Pastor Carol Daniels, it is nice to know that so many people are interested in her, interested enough to find their way here. Lets keep hoping they find the killer.

I came across an article about a scientist who believes that we need more empathy, I agree. He was interested in what is evil, he believes the word doesn't adequately describe it, he has decided it is a lack of empathy, that is where we part ways. Oh, he specializes in autism, I know about that.

For the first 20 years of my life, my empathy level was pretty small. At times I could turn it off completely. A lack of empathy is present in many autistic people; but, we don't go out killing people, not evil. So what is evil?

People who otherwise have empathy can be evil, caring people can torture, steal and do all sorts of other terrible things. Evil is intent. If I slip and hit you with no intent, you would not call it evil, even if as a result you lost your eye. Evil is in the intent, it is the intent to put oneself above others, to be selfish. You can understand that others feel pain and decide that your happiness is more important that their pain, that is evil.

While sociopaths and psychopaths may have no empathy, true believers can be just as bad. People who choose to ignore their conscience are even worse than those who have no empathy because they do understand the pain they are causing. I am worried that we are becoming a world that is capable of empathy and ignores it. I read posts on the Internet and am amazed at the level of hate. People write that we should kill all of this or that people. Or people that say that we should nuke some place, women, children, animals. How can you possibly think that way? I had no empathy and don't think that way.

I was talking to one of my employees today while we were having a cigarette, yes, I smoke, I am scum. Anyways, we were talking and she mentioned that the work environment was changing because of the economy. She mentioned how she was ready to retire and would in four years. It is just a little less for me, 3 1/2 if I make it that long. I said that the changes in the industry would be witnessed by us; but, the younger ones would be the ones to make it work. Soon I will cease being relevant in my industry, how odd.

I have made some big changes in my industry over the years and have always been relevant, to not be somehow seems strange. I have a degree of influence and a degree of knowledge and understanding of my industry, I have left behind a well trained man to continue on; but, I don't know how I feel about knowing that soon I will retire, stop staying current and eventually not matter at all to the industry. There has been more than one person that thought I should have protection because of the changes I made (good changes; but, every change gives and takes). If you put a lock on your door it may cost a criminal, he cannot steal your stuff as easily.

It is odd to know that I will no longer have to battle and fight as I did. I wish could go out on my shield; but, that is not to be apparently. There are those who fear engagement with me, I am hard on those who would do wrong, real hard. When I was sick a few years ago there were those who rejoiced and thought I wouldn't make it, they were all wrong. There will come a time when they will have their way. I will be looked at for what I was and not for what I am when that time comes because I will cease being relevant.

This is not news, it was expected

Here it is, the government wants to tax you for every mile you drive. This is not surprising and I had previously discussed this. Read the article, be informed and make your own decision.

A Cute Question. but I have an answer

Here is a link to a column including a video. Gay Marriage. I have previously posted that I don't care if homosexuals have a government validated marriage, I just don't care.

Let us get beyond homosexuality, the speaker in the video asked if we choose based on nature or nurture, we may have urges; but, all choice is based on our individual existance, experience and intent and knowledge. He presumes that are robots who respond to urges without any control over our actions, that is garbage. I don't hate homosexuals; but, don't you dare tell me that I am a robot with no choice over my decisions, that is a lie. Neither nature or nurture determine my choices, that is the lie, I choose my choices and accept responsibility for them, would he deny me free will and the answer is that he does, he says my answers are based on nature or nurture, not me. Well guess what, they are based on me and he can f off.